Sad News

Susy asked me to pass this along to the friends she has made on this site.

Dear Friends,

It is certain that you will have wondered why you have not heard from my little Treasure and I for some weeks.

It burns my soul to tell you that my Darling is now in heaven. God is now taking care of Treas because I can no longer do so. Everyone thought Jen was going to be alright and then her poorly heart stopped. The doctors got it going again but her tiny body was not strong enough and on the darkest night I have ever known, my Treasure left me.

I thought I had felt pain and despair before but I was wrong, for her love was the light that lit my life and now my world feels dark, empty and cold. My little bundle of fun was busy compiling her list of things for Spain on the back of which, so that I might not see it, was written “my wp”. I was going to hide her water-pistol in our case along with some new skates I had bought her from Father Christmas.

I want to thank you all, in particular yourself Ebo, for the friendship and kindness you had shown to us, especially to the tiny little girl I loved with all my heart. Love as always, Susy xx

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13 Responses to Sad News

  1. Andrew Mason says:

    Susy,

    I knew you and your treasure hardly at all, but I know you made each other deeply happy. My condolences on your loss.

    Andrew

  2. Fur says:

    I’m sorry to hear that news. It’s news I’ve been expecting and hoping to never hear. My heart goes out to you Susy during this very hard time. May your heart ache be small and your memories of love be great.

  3. Alice Gee says:

    My heart truly goes out to you Suzy. Please accept my sincerest condolences for your loss. Words are very little comfort at a time like this but just try to remember all of the good times that you shared with Jen and know that those memories will stay with you forever. Grieve for your loss but also take solace in the good times that you had together.
    With heartfelt sympathy,
    Alice

  4. Randy says:

    I am SO sorry to hear about your loss and heartache. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

  5. Lex Cortland says:

    This is heartbreaking news, which I hoped never to get. I’m so sorry, Susy. Jen’s love for you always came through in her posts, and it will always be with you.

  6. Johnny says:

    Your pain is now my pain, as is for everyone who has read your message. I can only hope as we all feel some of your suffering that you will endure it a little less.

  7. Kieran says:

    I am sorry for your loss of someone so wonderful. My heart goes out to you.

  8. No One says:

    That is some tragic news. I don’t feel there’s anything I can say that would really help… but you have my deepest condolences.

  9. Nathan says:

    I am so sorry to hear that (apologies for the lateness of response) I hope you remember all the good and fun times you had with her and her memory burns bright in your minds eye forevermore.

  10. Dear All,
    Firstly, to you Ebo, you have our thanks for your caring and compassionate thoughts and creating this part of your super duper site recording the loss of my departed Treasure: that tiny bundle of joy whose love filled my life to overflowing.
    Secondly, to all you wonderful souls who, likewise, took my darling into their hearts and have offered their condolences, you are all, very, very kind.
    Please, forgive my not having written before now, for even with the passage of these six months, life remains difficult: testimony, a friend said, which tells me how much of my heart I had invested – and gladly – in my little darling. Her water pistol, lies still and empty on the shelf above our bath – just where Treas had left it and the other day, I cleaned and polished her Stratocaster; put it back on the stand and draped the cover over, the one I made with Treas’ name embroidered across it. Everywhere I turn to in our home, “Wilderbrook”, there is Treas, smiling back at me. The little minx gave me so many memories, for which I shall always be grateful.
    Nothing can, or will, remove the hurt of my loss – and as you pointed out Ebo, it could not run deeper – but knowing there are those who care, like yourselves – does help and for that, you have my eternal thanks.
    Jen and I enjoyed many combined pursuits and none more so than reading of the antics and – more particularly – the love, between the girls in TBLC (especially) and the other super stories. We felt a number of the scenarios applied to our own experiences and our relating to them, brought them alive for us, making them so much more enjoyable.
    That enjoyment we shared, makes it all the more difficult for me to carry on were we left off. I believe the time may come when, once more, I shall enjoy these wonderful stories and I know catching up will be a considerable but enjoyable experience – because at that time, I know a tiny bundle of fun, will be sat at my left shoulder enjoying them with me.
    From the bottom of our hearts, thank you all. Love as always, Susy and Jen xx

  11. Andrew Mason says:

    Welcome back.

    I can’t imagine what you’ve been through, and yet as someone who has also chosen to partner for life I know that the only way I’ll escape the same thing happening to me is to inflict it on her.

  12. Fur says:

    Susy it’s so good to hear from you. From my own experience of losing a part of your heart it does take time. Everyday it sounds like you remember the love you shared and everyday it gets that little bit better easier to bear.

    I’m sure there is a love that will come to you to help fill that hole you have now. I’m also glad you are surrounded by her love and those happy memories. My heart aches for you everyday and I hope and pray for you.

    I so look forward to when you are able to come back to us and read these stories with your lover reading with you even if it is over your shoulder as you say.

    May you always be loved and never be without friends and family to hold you tight. May love be the light of your life no matter where you are or what you go through.

  13. Susy says:

    For Andrew and Fur.
    Thank you for your heartwarming and touching thoughts, you are both, very, very kind.
    As always, Susy x

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